recently someone new has come to stay with us. C left to go back to CT. Z had moved into my brothers old room. I guess you could say there are lots of changes lately. Not to mention I recently changed jobs. So this new person is a girl/women. Talk about upsetting the balance of things. What I am realizing that this is going to be a harder project than I thought it would be because just like sun bear, he has a desire for open love. when we married I thought it would just be him and me married for ever. Now I am seeing that I was wrong...I think he is crazy serious about having other people join us. I thought before it was just some fantasy of his and that it would eventually fade away, I also though we had both learned our lessen years ago and how we have to be very careful about the choices we make. I have come to realize that some things do repeat themselves. Why I don't know.
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